Introvert Rant

The one thing that I am the most misunderstood for and have been throughout my whole life among many is my extreme introverted side….97%. If you top that off with my high sensitivity to just about everything and my intivitive nature…it leads to a lot of misunderstanding. One is that I am anti-social but this is far from true. If I didnt learn to develop and thick and highly gated skin it would be almost offensive. It is laughable at best. Anti-social is a commonly misused term that has been used for us rare types. I am not detached or unloving to those in need. I like to reach out when I can. I have never killed anyone or have gotten anywhere close to it. I am probably one of the most harmless people u will ever meet. For the most part…I have very limited and almost zero desire for revenge on those who hurt me. When I do feel that desire…it rarely lasts. I often get over it quickly. On the other hand, If u hurt my child or someone that consitter my family…u might find yourself shocked about what a “heartless bitch” that I can become to defend them. In fact, I tend to shock the hell out people when they see the rare side if me.  I feel the feelings and energies of others around me so much that it can be very overwhelming….especially around those that I care the most about. I do much better with people one and one or when I feel that I have a purpose. I act and look like my unique self because I only have this current life once. I am not perfect or magazine beautiful or a social butterfly and I never will be. But, I am intelligent, kind, compassionate and hard-working when I need to be. I am very empathic and very often highly intuned to others. I just dont always show it to everyone…just those I know well who I know care about what I have to say even when they disagree. Hi, My name is Jane. I am not anti-social. I am not cold. I am a highly sensitive introvert with flaws that match. 

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